不闻不问

猛然发现，其实到生命的任何阶段，我都会是一个人...
夜深了，我发现只有自己低头在厕所里哭泣
不是难过，不是伤心
而是恐惧

我坚强的抹干眼泪，洗去鼻水
我知道，最后，我会是一个人
我知道，我不再怕孤独，不再怕寂寞
我不再去追求感情能给我的安全感
因为那根本不会存在

存在的，只有自己的心灵
自己的梦想

你的背影让我顿时清醒
我不能再依赖你的肩膀
我不能再与你共享我的生活

我的微笑，我得眼泪，我的委屈，我的快乐，我的悲伤，我的心
只属于我一个人

我会一个人自由地去探索，去深思，去飞翔
这才是属于我的璀璨生命 ...

吞得下眼泪，我会活得比有你的时候更坚强 :D

days without sunlight

It's a dark and cold midnight

I miss my home so much while I'm alone struggling

It's always not easy to achieve an awesome dream

Just because of this dream , I have to stay thousands miles away from my home

It's so cold outside and I'm shivering

I found so hard to control my tears from falling

I feel emo
I need hug

:(

In loving memory of Terrence Phang

30.10.1989 ~ 1.9.2011

You are leaving the nest a day from now to a faraway land
Our hearts ache in sadness
Our tears drop uncontrollable

I wonder why god took our loved one

You are a determined and smart guy in your friends' hearts ,
You are an obey and filial son in your parents' hearts ,
You are a good and caring brother in your siblings' hearts ,
You are the pride in our family.

A cambridge scholar , your dead was a waste.
Someone says , God takes the best
While chinese saying goes  天忌英才
Ironically , Your name is ying choy
It's fate or ?
But still , we couldn't make you stay.

You are my mum's cousin,
I remembered your advise for me in my studies

No matter how painful of the grief is
No matter how time flies
We will miss you like you will still here

Your memory is with us ,
and you're remembered always.

You always in our hearts,
and you'll be missed.

May God strengthen and bless your family at this very difficult time.

Some of your memorable status updates in facebook :

" You're waiting for a train, a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you don't know for sure. But it doesn't matter. How can it not matter to you where that train will take you? "   

" Never STOP,  never REST, until your GOOD gets BETTER and your BETTER gets BEST !!" 
January 23, 2010 at 8:05pm

" LIVE as if I will die tomorrow, DREAM as if I will live forever =))"   

January 25, 2010 at 3:43am

 

- Rest In Peace -

正细细品尝着....

去了一趟书展，其目的只有一个，那就是买上李永业医生的第二本作品- 医院，我的乌托邦。
把书握在手中，心中无比地踏实。

无可否认，他的故事，他的领悟，他的文字深深地触动我心里的弦。
我欣赏他的智慧，他是难得一位既是医学界的精英，也是一位善于表达的作家
能够让读者一起融入他的医生生涯故事里
最重要的是，他在书中说出他对生命的领悟是最最让人值得深思的。

今天看了第一章- 医院，我的乌托邦

让我概括一下让我感触的文字

-我站在一旁静静地享受当下的那份喜悦，眼前的画面让我感受到，医院，我的乌托邦。

-当人们在医院看到病人的身体上插满管子，躺在病床上呻吟而护士却不闻不问，不理不睬时，医院在他们的眼里，是一处叫天天不应，叫地地不灵的人间地狱。

family DAY - bronga semenyih

It is Sunday ! A good chance to spend with family . No work No school today , a perfect time to go out with my dearest family. Early in the morning , we reached Semenyih , Broga 石拿督. The air is fresh , windy day , kampong simple lifestyle , it seemed a comfortable day for us ;)


let the pictures to speak themselves , ngek :D

It's me ! eating pan mee

my mui damn resemble my mum rite? they just looked same ;)

I like the fishes ! like the app in my blog :D

My cool dad ;)

^_^

the lovely family :)

what r u doing , sis ? :D

nah , that 's all :D so loving ...
I will freaking miss the precious time we spent together when I 'm in russia soon :(

outing with GReaT SeNIoR ~

hey u ! Look at here ! ;)

 Darren Chen , a senior who back from moscow to his sweet home during summer break !

Yea , being a gentleman ,

 he brought me and princess out to PJ makan makan , giving some briefing about preparation before going moscow , teaching of russian language , and of course lepak-lepak at 1U !

How fantastic a senior is !

 He brought us for Dim Sum , Bak Kut Teh , Shopping and the most importanty , become Our Driver (ngek , evil laugh )

Thanks for everything, darren . We had fun indeed ;)

makanan ! yummy

xiu mai

char xiu bao !

har gao

one of my favourites

darren's treat ! thanks ;)

nah , this is Darren ! the main character of the day :D ha!

princess and ME  !

waseh ! GUYS ! BAK KUT TEH !!!!!

The three 's ;)

Thanks for scrolling peeps , love u ^_^

Singapore trip ~ DAY 1

Yeap ! After having the torturing final exam , I get the chance to visit singapore for my holiday  !
First day of the trip in singapore was just so tiring but wonderful ! My family and I enjoyed the day very much.
We went IMM shopping complex and Marina Bay Sands
 What I can say is

I was totally impressed by the architecture of the buildings and the night view of this city with numerous of lights !

One thing that I would like to recommend you guys to do in singapore is ----
go to the Marina Bay Sands’ Wonder Full and stay at 9.30 pm to watch the light and water spectacular showcases that performed by laser, light, water movements and graphics. It was just so AMAZING and worth watching it!

Most importantly , I took many pictures everywhere I went with my family and here I share !

Have a nice scroll :D



our dinner ! pork and pasta !



:D

the ladies ;-)

mummy and me !

can u see tht's an ice skate over there ?

marina bay sands !

GUCCI model ! :p

Stay Tuned   pees :D

A lots more to go .......... Dada